Am I Gay or Straight?

This is not the easy question many assume it to be. Allow me to share two thoughts on the subject. First of all, occasionally I am watching Glee or some other show with gay characters and there comes a moment when I sense two male characters are about to kiss. I cross my fingers and say to myself 'Please don't do this.' Should they kiss it is not as bad for me as it would be for many, but I am not a big fan of guys kissing. And yet I love being kissed by guys.

Secondly, gay men do not find me the least bit attractive.  When  I go to a club, usally a gay club, if I am picked up, it is by a straight man.  Straight men do find me attractive.

Without question, many would say I am 'gay' but as Glen I have no interest in men.  It is only as Veronica that I am with a man.  I am not attracted to gay men and I am attracted to straight men.  More often than not the men who fuck me are married and looking for something from me that they are not getting from their wife.

There is one more comment I can make.  Some crossdressers are heterosexual males.  I often will come across a crossdresser who calls herself a lesbian becasue she likes women.  Am I bi-sexual, a term many of my taste might use.  I would say 'Yes' except that as Veronica I only prefer sex with men and as Glen I prefer sex with women and yet without question any day of the week, any hour of the day, given a choice I would go for sex with men as Veronica.

The three videos below care something of a litnus test.  I am not saying that it is a litnus test as to whether I am gay or straight,  I feel those labels simply do not apply to my sexual preferences and gender identity.  Let's just say they are a litnus test as to whether or not you are a crossdresser who likes men or women.
The first video is eights minutes long and is one shot after another of what you see in the screenshot.  Like what you see.  You will probably like the rest.  Don't like what you see,   Maybe you will enjoy the second video more. What do you like the most -- the girls or the lingerie? In the third video, if you see yourself as a young girl who could soon be fucked, you are a lot like me. If you see yourself as a young man about to get a hot piece of ass you are nothing like me.